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See truly, for that which you are
is not that which you have long
held, and believed, and held in thought.

Who we are is not what we have long held and believed. This goes beyond just worldly indoctrination and manipulation. Here is a pertinent quote from our Showay series:

    Showay had awakened to a very difficult day. It seemed as though, in but an instant, he had lost all the progress he had made since he met AurorA. The instant it took to lift his head from the bed as he was getting up. Quite exacerbated he wondered aloud whether he was making any progress at all or whether it was just his imagination.
    AurorA, who was sitting next to him answered. "It is not a matter of resonance, but a matter of implantation. When you came to this life, you had all that you needed to succeed in your Endeavor."
    Showay perceived an image of a man doing an experiment in which he was able to coagulate into existence specific forms and shapes. Specifically he saw him coagulating a large rock formation which he then proceeded to shift and manipulate.
    "It is with anxiety that the coagulation takes form," she added.
    "Are you saying that they can coagulate feelings into specific shapes that we recognize?"
    "Indeed it is so."
    After a brief pause, Showay continued. "In other words, they manipulate my feelings, forming them into shapes that look like the old distortions that I had… and then, because I recognize them I think these coagulated shapes are my feelings… and that I haven't healed! After all, if I was healed I wouldn't be feeling these distortions… right?"
    "You are a feeling tone that coagulates into physical expression."
    "Are you saying they manipulate our actual coagulation from our feeling tone?" he asked disconcerted.
    "It occurs along genetic and societal lines. That is how they can target specific groups," she explained. "Because it happens early in childhood, it soon becomes familiar to you. You believe it is who you are because it comes from the place where you coagulate from Source, All That Is."
    "The question then is, if it is not sufficient to be narrowly focused, what else can I do about this?"
    "Begin by clearing your entire bandwidth from which you receive. Love is the answer. As you learn to express the Love that you are, you draw closer to Father. As you draw closer to Father, you learn to express the Love that you are. This allows you to receive more information."
    "Which is what allows me to Know it is not me, even though it feels so real. Is that right?"
    "Once you recognize that the distortion is not yours, give it to the Father and let him take care of bringing you back to sanity."